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Nausea
You may go on killing me,
I don’t mind this ache
I got used to it long ago
So there’s nothing you can
Bewilder be with
It doesn’t matter that we feel
One and the same,
It doesn’t matter that once
We probably used to be the twins.
One and the same,
One and the same,
But you neglect me –
And it’s OK.
I’m sick, I suffer from nausea
It makes me unable to have a good sleep,
Makes me unable to have nice dreams.
But it’s not you,
Who makes me nauseate,
But it’s not you, it’s me.
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Disdain
I don’t care for going down in your opinion,
I know what I’m really worth.
You’d better go easy,
Cause it’s not actually your business.
Are you sure that you ever really appreciated me?
Yes, I’ve yielded,
I differ from the one
That I used to be.
I’m so tired
Of people’s curious glances,
It’s so hard for me.
You won’t manage to reduce me to tears again
You teach me life
And what are you going to get in exchange?
You think that I’ve betrayed your trust but I haven’t.
Yes, I’ve yielded…
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Collapse Is Inevitable
Life is a walking in the labyrinth
Of your own life and the end is revelation.
Trying to avoid the hideous corners
And sometimes strangling the impulses
To pass them again and again.
The collapse is inevitable
‘Cause we’re walking on the edge.
How to stifle all the languor
To avoid a premature fall?
Life’s so treacherous indeed,
You never know who is to deceive.
And there’s always left something
Which is obscure.
The collapse is inevitable…
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Man In The Case
I find my peace in loneliness,
I must admit that I’m done.
I’m just the man in a case,
I let nobody in my asylum.
Don’t even try to look me up
‘Cause every man is a stranger to me.
This is the loneliness of all my life,
It makes me breathe
So I don’t die,
This is the loneliness of all my life.
This is the emptiness of all my life,
It finishes me
From inside,
This is the emptiness of all my life.
I find all your lives disgusting
But mine is miserable as well.
I suffocate in your surrounding
But I’ve got no choice,
There’s nothing else
This is the loneliness of my life…
From time to time I wake up at night
with the cry in my eyes
Coz I see dreams full of life.
Why should I kill my time…
But…damn. What for do I
Need this fucking life??
This is the loneliness of my life…
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Lost In Reverie
Let’s fly away
To the land of fairy-tales
And drown in sweet oblivion,
Forgiveness…
I wish I couldn’t be denied
And could walk through
The gates of Paradise.
I wish I could feel the bliss
And find my own way to inner peace.
I wish I could find the right way
And step into that light.
Time will stop
And we’ll see joy
And the pain -
Everything all over again.
I wish I couldn’t be denied…
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released October 10, 2012